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I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.
"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it.
In case someone needs to see this
Just in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light
"craving sensation:feeling unreal" those were the things I used to cope with my depersonalization
cause of death: too shy to call ambulance
Didn’t want to inconvenience anyone
Someone else might have needed it more
eyeliner/brow game not on point